I’ve been thinking recently about the last 2 years. In those years I’ve felt sad, unworthy, depressed, useless and stupid because of some people. Why did I allow them make me feel that way? Well, they have a VERY important role in my life. I wanted them to love me. I wanted them to let me show who I really am. I wanted them to give me a chance. But they didn’t want anything but never seeing me again. However, recently things have changed. For whatever reason, they are pretending nothing ever happened and acting like they like love me. And you know what? I’ll take it. I won’t ever forget what they did. But I can forgive. And it’s up to me to be resentful and angry or take the love as it comes. And one can never have too much of that, right?
And to keep up with the positive tone, here are the newest additions to my family. My cousin gave birth to this gorgeous baby girl on March 30th, Júlia:
And my aunt, five days later, gave birth to my youngest cousin, almost 26 years younger than me! Chloé was born at 33 weeks weighing 4lbs and lost a little weight over the next few days, but is now thriving and happy and healthy:
The sad thing is that the first one lives in Ibiza and the second one in Paris, so I’ll have to wait until my wedding to meet them!
What a great attitude – clearly you’re come to grips with the past and are smart enough to act in your own best interest.
Awwww! Babies! Babies in Ibiza and Paris!
I like your attitude in this post. If people make you feel like crap, you should make little space in your life (and your heart) for them.